Is it bad to hate your family for not talking to you in English (the *only* language you can speak) and treating you like your thick and borderline crazy?! Seriously, I'm starting to get really annoyed, but more than anything, I'm starting to feel really left out. I'm not part of that gang, part of the gossip and conversation. Culturally I'm quite different, as my Dad is the ONLY person in the family who didn't marry another Persian, and I'm really feeling it tonight.
Normally I can cope with it just fine, getting by with my broken Farsi and enjoying the fact that I just don't always see things the same way, but tonight, the night before the wedding, I am feeling really low. And my Da and boyfriend have frigged away off together and I have no idea where they are, and noone likes my dress, and I have a cold. I think I just need to vent.
Being half one culture, and half another is wonderful in many ways but really difficult and confusing sometimes too. Thanks for listening!
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2 comments:
Oh sweetie. Lots of hugs!!!
Lauren xxoo
you're fine P. just a tough day is all. Hope you feel better soon!
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